Okay maybe you're right and I'm a TV series addict. That's why I found my friends too nice because I thought real good friends are gorgeous and funny, vampire slayer, witches, paleontologist or funeral director's. Seriously, I do not say they don't deserve me, you can't deserve people (right, we can't, uh ?) but if I feel a bit frustrated in my life it's because I need sex and because they are not crazy nor rock'n roll. I've done everything to give them rock'n roll points as my Sijeka would say (btw I love that girl because she's crazy) but obviously you can't change people.
I know what I'm saying can sounds horrible, but I just want to say I need to see other people because otherwise I'll freak out. I have nothing against them : US TV series spoiled my life/opened my mind, I admit that.
It's the first time I wrote about something I've thought about for quite a long time, and the result is ... well, not what I expect, but you understood me, right ?
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year .... yadda yadda yadda.
Not my day today.
So I've waited like 2 hours in the library of my Uni so my teacher can gives me my paper back (with not a good mark by the way so go fuck a tree Mr L.). Then, that russian girl I gave my course to, didn't come this morning and we are NOW in vacation, so I can't see her anymore at the Uni. And I can't revise for my exams 'cause SHE HAD my course. So I've to find her number but I didn't know where she lived and so on. Anyway, I finally find her number and phoned her, and she'll post me my course this week.
The thing is I definitely hate people, except you my dear reader, of course.
I got this from Sijeka, who got this from Anti .
Instructions -
1. Open up the music player on your computer.
2. Set it to play your entire music collection.
3. Hit the “shuffle” command.
4. Tell us the title of the next ten songs that show up (with their musicians), no matter how embarrassing. That’s right, no skipping that Carpenters tune that will totally destroy your hip credibility. It’s time for total musical honesty.Write it up in your blog or journal and link back to at least a couple of the other sites where you saw this.
5. If you get the same artist twice, you may skip the second (or third, or etc.) occurances. You don’t have to, but since randomness could mean you end up with a list of ten song with five artists, you can if you want to.
My list:
1. Beach Boys - Califonia Dreaming
2. John Lennon - Instant Karma
3. Evanescence - You
4. Lipps Inc - Funky Town
5. Police - Roxanne
6. Metric - Combat Baby
7. Nancy Sinatra - These boots are made for walking
8. Dyonisos - La petite princesse au seins écrasées
9. The Strokes - 12:51
10. Maroon 5 - I'm not coming home
So first of all, my english teacher really sucks because, I, the beautiful bilingual French guy, have failed that £¤µ%@# exam. No really : Voting is compulsory, what do you think? Je m'en fout !
Anyway, I have an oral, in like two days, and I know nothing so as a good French I've to say : putain d'oral de merde.
I finally met the teacher responsible for the international studies and she said that it may be better for me to wait just a year and go for my master in Canada. I'll be more prepare, know more thing in law and have more chance. Plus the fact that I'll still be in France next year so I'll see my Sijeka.
So I dunno what to do but I think I'll wait 'til my master. What do you think ?
Ho and I've passed my driving test so I have my driving license ! Ha.
Maroon 5 - Secret
But things just
Watch the sunrise
Say your goodbyes
Off we go
Some conversation
No contemplation
Hit the road
Car overheats
Jump out of my seat
On the side of the highway baby
Our road is long
Your hold is strong
Please don't ever let go
Oh No
I know I don't know you
But I want you so bad
Everyone has a secret
Oh But can they keep it
Oh No they can't
I'm driving fast now
Don't think I know how to go slow
Where you're at nowI feel around
There you are
Cool these engines
Calm these jets
I ask you how hot can it get
And as you wipe of beads of sweat
Slowly you say "I'm not there yet!"
I know I don't know you
But I want you so bad
Everyone has a secret
Oh can they keep it
Oh No they can't
Aaaaaah help ! I'm so busy. I TRY to pass my driving test, I TRY to pass my exam of civil law, I TRY to find stuff I've deleted in that f***** PC and I TRY to keep having a social life.
Y'a des jours comme ça ...
My mother make the ''X-mas fir'' this week-end and bought this sock for my niece...
I don't know why I so much want to live something else than I do. I just want my life to be different, in an original way. I mean I do love my family, my friends and all but I think things would be better if, I dunno, I was living somewhere else than here. But maybe not. Maybe it's just me and wherever I will be I'll fell like I have a lack of something. Maybe I just always want more. Maybe it's because I need a real relationship. Maybe it's I'm not in a good moon. Maybe it's because law it's not for me. Maybe it's because I've traveled every 2 years since I was born and I'm in Tours for now 4 years so I must go. Maybe it's because I watched TV too much so I think real life is the one of gorgeous secret agents or rock stars. Maybe it's because I love talking with people I don't know, discovering other cultures. Maybe I'm just insane...
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