Here's my theory : I'm 20 and even if I don't believe it, it's kind of true when you've turned 20 things change. I mean that may sound stupid but I feel a bit grown up, it's not that I'm a big guy as I'm 20 but more because, I dunno, some events make you change. For example now I've got a car I'm more independent and responsible so I may act more independently and responsively in my life in general.
Then, you've got the fact I have my "own" life this year as I only have 2 hours by week at the Uni. I mean I have plenty of time for myself doing what I want.
Finally, I know that I'll have the house all for myself because my parents are moving. I do love my parents even if I want them to go away
So, all this things make me feel like I'm the king of the world with my life, my car, my cat and my house but as it will be only in one month I'm frustrated, that's why everything seems so uncool, anti-rock 'n roll and whatever.
But I'm good...
I shouldn't have told you I was in a good mood 'cuz since then everything is going wrong, absolutely everything ! First, remember when I said I'll work in that bank this summer, well I've been told today that in fact it's not sure because of some ridiculous reasons which I think are fakes !!
Then, you've got that people who really gets on my nerve and who can go fuck a HUGE tree. The more I see people, the more I want to be far far away from here.
Ho and that supermarket I should quit, now they say They owe me money and they want me to work more, but I've planned to quit as I thought they hate me !!
Life is fucking Ironic and that's not funny.
